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"We can get all excited about missions but do you witness to the guy sitting down beside you?"

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 12:51:12 -0400

“We can get all excited about missions but do you witness to the guy sitting down beside you?”

- Paul Washer (via heyitsmayra)

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Thu, 18 Apr 2013 11:36:51 -0400

Day 1

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 01:52:42 -0400

I’m not keeping track, its just cause today is my day one lol. Its really day 2 if eh, nvm. Anyways so grateful for all my family and family, lol no friends all family, for coming out to BJs. I had a blast.And for the love you guys show me everyday, not just my birthday! Also thank the love of my life, no one else like, sweeter than my favorite ice cream, lol JESUS CHRIST my Lord and Savior, you are everything I need, nothing else matters! I love you tumblr fam!

#22. The best for last, my desire every single day is to be...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 01:51:17 -0400

#22. The best for last, my desire every single day is to be CLOSE. So close that its impossible to be apart. I’ve spent life without God, and I never wanna go back there, its hell. I hope that my desire to be close to God transcends onto others and makes them want to be close to God too without me even having to “PREACH” to them. Theres no other life I’d rather live than one for you JESUS. Be the center<3

#21. There are relationships I’ve had with people and in...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 01:38:34 -0400

#21. There are relationships I’ve had with people and in these relationships I never walked out empty handed. Even though I might have walked out with a broken heart or just so much anger, when all that was pushed aside, I found the lesson that needed to be learned, and boy was some of them learned! But I thank God for every character in my story and I hope the people who played them know how grateful I am. I read about the story of Pharaoh and Moses the other day, it kept saying God kept hardening Pharaohs heart and I thought to myself, why? What if Pharaoh wanted to redeem himself, but God didn’t give him that chance cause he kept hardening his heart? I came to realize that not everyone is meant to play the good part, there are rough parts in stories that need to filled, and Pharaoh filled that part for the Israelite’s story. You filled that part for my story, and its not easy, I know I’ve played that part in others stories, but that part helped my own story. So my only hope is that the part you played in my story helped yours.

#20. Your probably like what? water? WHAT?!?! lol. So...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:50:00 -0400

#20. Your probably like what? water? WHAT?!?! lol. So here’s what it is. I think I first tried alcohol at the age of 13? 14?, I also tried weed that year. I was not in a mess or anything, I was just curious. I grew up in God and went to church my whole life. I think after 15 years old, I just drank&smoked occasionally. And I was still very active in my church community and my excuse was “drinking in moderation and all that” I had no excuse for my age, lol. But I mean it all depends on what you and your relationship with God is like. Everyone’s is different and if you and God talked it out and drinking in moderation is your thing, hey, I ain’t judging. But I knew for me and God that just wasn’t the case. So when I was 20 probably 5 months away from turning 21 I fell from God. And I turned to drinking and smoking etc. I just fell so hard, I was like “bump that God life” seriously. God opened my eyes right before the year ended in 2011. I walked into 2012 totally set free from the Egypt I came out of and in April of 2012 I turned 21. And I just want to say loud and proud, as a 21 year old, I haven’t ever taken a drink or smoked a blunt lol. I know your probably so weird to be proud of something little like that if you weren’t an alcoholic or a pothead, but its more than that, its about being faithful for me, to the one who loved me the most, when I couldn’t even love myself. So stay hydrated, drink water, from a well that never runs out, his name is JESUS his high never comes down,haha its true.

(and I really didn’t go in depth with my whole story but if you have questions feel free to ask. lol (: )

#19. My dad, he is the most important person to me. I do not...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:28:39 -0400

#19. My dad, he is the most important person to me. I do not care what any man does for me, sweeps me off my feet or whatever, I don’t think they can ever take my dad’s place. Flaws and all he is the greatest man I’ve known, besides of course Jesus, haha. He’s nothing near Jesus, lol, but he has been everything I needed a dad to be. He is my longest prayer, lol. The person I pray for the most. My dad isn’t saved. I mean he knows God and attends church here and there but he isn’t sent out, fully committed, etc. I just pray that before I die, before he dies, he will get saved and be committed, saved and changed. I love my dad, always been a daddys girl and I say it proudly, haha. God knew what he was doing when he sent him to take his place physically (:

#18. So the last 5 pictures will be more in depth facts, just...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:11:16 -0400

#18. So the last 5 pictures will be more in depth facts, just cause. So in all my almost 22 years of living, in my darkest hour, ever so far, this is the book I opened up to. I couldn’t take it anymore, the storm I was going through just seemed to last forever and I was getting so tired, so tired of everything, and I couldn’t walk, talk, couldn’t cry, I couldn’t even feel tired I was so tired lol. I just felt like God wasn’t listening anymore. But uh I opened my bible and this is what I read, when the angel spoke to Daniel and told him, “since the first day you humbled yourself to understand, I heard you.” I didn’t sleep that night, I cried all night, and this time it was tears of joy. Just that rejuvenating feeling that overcame my whole body, heart, mind and soul. I just, wow, there are no words to describe. Probably what comes close is like finding water in a desert. God always knows. He does.

#17. Lol so funny that I run across this picture. But its...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 23:52:46 -0400

#17. Lol so funny that I run across this picture. But its definitely in prayers, I’ll say that. haha.

#16. I want to graduate from college, like I need to graduate...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 23:44:05 -0400

#16. I want to graduate from college, like I need to graduate from college.

#15. Who wants to go with me? Lol. New Zealand is definitely the...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 23:40:26 -0400

#15. Who wants to go with me? Lol. New Zealand is definitely the place I’m going to visit after Samoa.

godsradicaldaughter: You will never find your satisfaction in your grades, your ministry, your good...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 00:18:57 -0400

godsradicaldaughter:

You will never find your satisfaction in your grades, your ministry, your good deeds, the compliments you receive, or the people who are around you. Satisfaction and security are only found in Christ— in His presence, grace and love. He is the One Strong Rock on which we are anchored. He alone is sufficient. Only His grace can be enough.

#14. What I hate the most about doing laundry is folding it,...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 02:01:48 -0400

#14. What I hate the most about doing laundry is folding it, especially when its not mine. I’m trying to find ways to love it, but nothing is working, any ideas? lol

#13. Is it violence? lol. Rugby is not that famous in America...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 01:57:13 -0400

#13. Is it violence? lol. Rugby is not that famous in America yet, but it will soon be. But until then youtube and all the extra channels we pay for to watch rugby will do. Lol. Faithful follower of Rugby and all my favorite Rugby players, and nooo Sonny Bill isnt one of them, he is one of my favorite boxers tho, LMBO. This will be the sport that my kids, if I have any, will play, lol jk.

#12. When I was 18 years old, I was going to marry my bf at the...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 01:50:38 -0400

#12. When I was 18 years old, I was going to marry my bf at the time, lol. So weird to say that now, lol and one of the reasons I know it didn’t happen is cause I know for sure at that time, I wanted the wedding more than I wanted the marriage. And everyone whose thinking about getting married, these are two verrrry different things, please know what your getting into before you jump. You might think your jumping into a lake, and end up in a swamp, aha. I’m not saying marriage is a swamp, im just saying make sure you understand! lol Well today, I am in no hurry to get married as I was then, I’m actually dragging lmbo. But I still love weddings, lol, just not ready to have my own. I’m just grateful God allowed my heart to be broken, it saved me a hell of a lotta trouble, Lawwd Jesus its a fiiiiire! ahahahah

#11. Last one for the day, I do sleep a lot, when I can! lol...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 18:24:39 -0400

#11. Last one for the day, I do sleep a lot, when I can! lol which is rarely. I wish I could be healthy and sleep 8 hours a night, but uhm lifes a bit to occupied for all of that, so when I have a day thats absolutely free from doing anything, you know what I do, SLEEP!

#10. My family has 6 different dogs, Roku, Cali, T-Raw, Pete,...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 17:59:14 -0400

#10. My family has 6 different dogs, Roku, Cali, T-Raw, Pete, Kona and mine, Sugarbear. She’s not as small as this anymore, lol, but I love her. When we first got her, it was hard to love her, I just lost my PeeWee two days before we got her, (my sister went and bought her to cheer me up lol) but theres something about the way dogs love, she grew on to me ahaha and now she’s my bestie haha.

#9. I love tattoos, buuut on other people. lol They’re...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 17:50:27 -0400

#9. I love tattoos, buuut on other people. lol They’re super pretty especially the small ones and I like to admire them every now and then, and talk about how I’d like to get one but I know for sure I will never get one, lol.

#8.The weapon I have chosen to win over those lost souls....

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 17:41:58 -0400

#8.The weapon I have chosen to win over those lost souls. Singing is my
passion. There’s nothing that compares to the feeling I get when I’m singing for God, nothing.

#7. This either gets me in trouble, or gives me the greatest...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 17:37:17 -0400

#7. This either gets me in trouble, or gives me the greatest laughs ever. Still working on what kind of people speak this and those who don’t. I know for sure my pops doesn’t speak it when he is angry, but when I’m upset he can go on for days -___- lol